Friday, November 2, 2007

In God...

...We trust everything we hear. From them all. Him. Her. Them. What movies to watch...or not watch. What music to listen to. Where to go...What to do. How to act. Who to talk to. What to wear. Who to associate with and who not to. What to be. What to believe in. And from there, how to believe. We trust others to tell us what we are.

I want to trust in something else. In Him. In Him i can be. What i believe in. How i act. What i hear. what i see. Who i associate with. Who i serve. what i give. Where i go. What I do. I will trust Him who made me to help me be who I am. Because we were made to be who we are. What we should be.

God..what am i doing?...

1 comment:

Lara said...

perhaps i'm the only one to comment... but i enjoy reading your posts...

I always seek how i can be more in their eyes, how i can be accepted by them, i study what they tell me, i learn what they say I should know... and I pretend to acknowledge Him. I know what I should do, but I don't. I say I don't want to live according to this world, but deep down I know I love this world more than I should, and I try to live according to it's standards. I seek to know how to change this about me, but it will always be a war.